Raudhatul Muttaqin........
Allah rahmati kami dengan Al-Quran
Jadikan ia pimpinan,cahaya petunjuk dan rahmat
Allah ingatkan kami apa yang terlupa
Ajarkanlah,ajarkanlah
Yang tak diketahui
Rezekikan kami membacanya
Siang dan malam, siang dan malam
Di sepanjang siang dan malam
Jadikan ia penolong kami Ya rabbal alamin..
This is the doa that Shabbir introduced to us when he became the new Badar. For those of you who are not Maremawians, u might wonder what exactly is Raudhatul Muttaqin..Well, it's the name of our surau you see, and if i'm not mistaken, it means "Garden of the Believers".You see, before I became a part of MRSM Langkawi, I was different. When I look back at those times, i thought to myself, "Ya Allah,jahilnya aku!". Banyak lg benda yg x tau masa tu..My family xdela alim sgt, cam biasa2 je.ilmu agama pun x bnyk sgt..Being in Langkawi changed me a lot, as a person. I have never felt the peace and solace that I found in the surau. While some people might not have gone through the same changes that i have, but still, i believe, in a way being a part of it changes people. a leopard can never change it's spots, but us humans, esbgai hamba Allah SWT di atas muka bumi ini, we have the power to do so. In the midst of all the craziness and stress of stuying, I found my solace in Raudhatul Muttaqin. It was the only thing that kept my sanity there. When i'm in a rut, I turn to Allah, to prayers, through Al-Quran.Alhamdulillah, Allah has heard my prayers and bnyk doa2 dimakbulkan..syukur alhamdulillah..Kadangkala hati rasa pelik dan sedeh, kenapa orang susah sgt nk pegi surau sedangkan surau tu dekat sebelah blok je..xde masud nak riak atau nak tunjuk dri ni baik ke ape, tp sekadar utk dijadikan tauladan...my roomates and I, memang jaga sgt klu bab jemaah ni..fabo, mira,akmar & me,memang dh jd kebiasaan kami pi jemaah fardu subuh dgn maghrib..alhamdulillah syukur sgt dapat roomates mcmtu..sedeh bila tgk kawan2 x nk pi sekali, sedangkan kami yg bilik kat blok tt tingkat atas sekali boleh je sampai kat surau tu.selalu pikir kat diri sendir, kwn2 ni xnk ke pahala yg belambak tu?bila dh pindah TL, alhamdulillah,senang la nk pi surau, nak dptkan jemaah 5 waktu..ms tu rasa nyesal giler,kenapa dr dulu x tunaikan 5 waktu kat surau.rasa rugi giler, terlepas ketenangan & ilmu yg dpt asa tazkirah asar tu.adakalanya susah nak mengerti..kita hanya mampu nasihat kawan, tp in the end it's up to that individual alone to change.dah banyak sgt air mata yg bercucuran kat sana.kadangkala x tertanggung hati ni.my time there taught me a lot of things.. I still imagine myself, being present there in the surau, semata2 utk mencari kekhusyukandalam solat. i take better care of my aurat now, coz is part of my integrity.i listen to nasyid, particularly sami yusof, which i used to think was boring..i find great peace in zikrullah which was my fav thing to do kat surau dulu..i miss the solat jemaah, where shabbir usd to be our imam.i miss us reading yassin,praying together for our success in spm.i miss dino's voice, reciting the Quran. I miss doing the takbir together with my friends during hari raya. I am missing, Raudhatul Muttaqin...
ni sebenarnya bkn post aku...aku cilok from my ex-roomate*anis nadia*...dan aku amek post dia sbb aku pon rasa pa yg dia rasa...mmg aku amat3 rindukan Raudhatul Muttaqin...byk kenangan yg berlaku d sana...suka mahupon duka...klu nk cerita mmg xleh habis...
Monday, May 10, 2010
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